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Life is funky... I don't think there's any other way to describe it... meh. One minute you're walking along minding your own business the next... you find yourself looking at someone you've known for a while, for what feels like the very first time. That's a wierd feeling. And I like what I see, to boot!!! I'm usually really good at seeing
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dude...
i dont know. i know that the first time i fell in love, it was prepuberty. no chemicals there. the second time, it was with a girl who i knew could likely never have kids. right now, im deeply desperately in love with a woman who has two, and has no intention of more. i know that i want a child of my own some day, but its not what drives me to a person. and, i understand your sudden change of attitude towards a person. had you asked me three months ago, id havent. becuase id never fallen slowly in love before. it was always boom, right there. this time, i got to know someone slowly, grow fonder over time. its still growing. its not as gutwrenching strong as that instant fall, yet has its own innate strenghts that makes it so much more powerful.
i dunno. i like the definition that can be attributed to a lot of people, but theodore strugeon seems to have written it.
love is a form of mental disease in which the happiness of another person becomes vital to your own. under that definition, theres a lot of people i love. see, this is why the greeks had as many words for love as inuits do for snow. anyways...
dont assume. dont rush. worst thing you can do is rush. and, im sure youre already quite aware, but... a humans propensity for pain is directly proportional to their propensity for joy. letting yourself into this sets you up for possible pain down the road. me, im of the opinion that the joy is more than worth the pain, and ive never been wrong. ive had it even out to zero once, but the pain was never more than the joy.
and... have you told said person how youre starting to feel yet? and do you think its recipricated?
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