Feb 10, 2006 11:26
Life is funky... I don't think there's any other way to describe it... meh. One minute you're walking along minding your own business the next... you find yourself looking at someone you've known for a while, for what feels like the very first time. That's a wierd feeling. And I like what I see, to boot!!! I'm usually really good at seeing people for who they are... this one took me totally by surprise... and yes: I know I'm being vague... it seems to be the latest fasion and I think I like it for now. Anyways... I liked what I saw before... now that I'm really looking... it's like they're a totally different person that I'm really regretting not having gotten to know sooner. I've actually had a chance to sit and talk with them... coupla times now. Totally righteous. Kinda sweet too... but that didn't come from me...:) Ah the anti-glory of assumptions. I'm actually sorry that I've wasted this much time... makes me wonder who else I've been missing out on in my ever-expanding circle.
For the longest time I've had a theory that love is nothing more that chemicals in the brain that our bodies use to trick us into procreation... I can't believe I'm actually questioning that line of thought. It makes my head hurt... and it really confuses me because I've thought like that for so damn long... but I've noticed that I'm a lot happier as of late... gonna have to change my name from Hiai to something else at this rate. murffle... that'll piss off Talina though... meh... haven't seen her in years and she's prolly too busy with other stuff in her life anyways. Is love an illusion? I don't know. If love is an illusion... is it a healthy one? Up until about two months ago: I would have told you to get out now!!! run while you still can!!! now........... things have changed... WHO CHANGED THE DAMN RULES??? I DIDN'T AUTHORIZE IT!!!!
meh. I need thoughts from my disciples...