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You know what really sucks? Sitting alone wondering whether someone who your haven't talked to in a few days is alright. You're wondering this because the last time you spoke to her she was crying. People tend to do bad things when they are in that state. You know she wouldn't do things like that. So, you call her. She doesn't answer. You keep yourself from punching anything.
An hour or so later, you call again, sure that she should be there to answer by now. Still no answer. Your hand is now red from punching your desk and it looks like it may bleed if you do it again.
You are going to remind yourself not to punch it again.
Of course, you can't help but remember someone else disappearing on you. Feeling like you couldn't do anything. Because you couldn't. You can't pop right over and check on her. You can't ask her roommate how she is doing. Because you don't know her roommate and she's away at school and you feel useless.
At least I'm not drinking.