the point you made about hormones links up with the doctor vs. life change question. i'm not taking any suppliments (hormones or otherwise) so it's either what i'm putting in me is too processed, i need to be putting hormones or otherwise in me, i'm just perpetually broken (lol), or i need to exercise in addition to one or more of the other choices. i really should just get the motivation to get to the holistic dr i have info for but therein presents the original problem of feeling like a tired, tired girl most of the time - and feeling like that makes you not want to do anything at all. even call the farging doctor.
nick isn't too bad, but it is still different than me. i want to live in "simple" but "with character" and he wants to live in a lennar model home of ugly dark perfection *blech* but i figure it's only fair to remember that he lives there too and i would be sad if he told me to shhsh it so i try not to tell him to shhsh it (in that regard, anyways...)
sometimes i wish it would explode :/ then i wouldn't have to torment myself with decisions. the good news is that we are having a march of dimes benefit yard sale and i am going to purge my house. like... overly purge. it's going to be glorious. as long as i don't wimp out.
and i agree that feeling better is a huge part of zen.
nick isn't too bad, but it is still different than me. i want to live in "simple" but "with character" and he wants to live in a lennar model home of ugly dark perfection *blech* but i figure it's only fair to remember that he lives there too and i would be sad if he told me to shhsh it so i try not to tell him to shhsh it (in that regard, anyways...)
sometimes i wish it would explode :/ then i wouldn't have to torment myself with decisions. the good news is that we are having a march of dimes benefit yard sale and i am going to purge my house. like... overly purge. it's going to be glorious. as long as i don't wimp out.
and i agree that feeling better is a huge part of zen.
<3
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