sweating_blood
my life is absolutly miserable right now. i just want to fucking die. everyone is being really supportive and trying to help me but it just isn't getting anywhere. this holiday thing is killing me. i fucking hate the holidays they make it so that everyone is spending time with their families, which means i'm going to spend christmas break listening to my parents fight. i just wish they would hurry up and get divorced so that they would leave eachother and me the hell alone. i feel the overwhelming urge to choke the life out of someone right now. when i'm not depressed i'm homocidally angry. i need very badly to spend time with miki but she wont return my phone calls. i don't know why. i'm done though. {love}