Nov 21, 2005 13:01
i feel like complete shit right now both phsyically and emotionally. my depression cycle isn't ending and i don't know why. i need a vacation from my family, skool, and yes even my friends. at least some of you. i've been puking way to much lately and whenever i eat i'm nausious for hours afterwards. i need a hug in a very major and bad way. i'll get wont soon but i doubt it will help. i need to be held. i'm out. {love}