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ok so things have cooled down and everything is good now...
I'm so in love...=)!!! Its pretty crazy...wow! He makes me so happy I can't even tell you! Is it crazy to feel this way about someone at my age? People always tell me that I shouldn't say I love you to him b/c I don't know the true meaning of it...but they're so wrong. I think to a point age doesn't really matter...you know like when your little you don't understand it but as you get into High school and you start to look...I think you can find it. If you say you love someone I believe those feelings are as real as an adults. I love Cameron very, very much! It makes me mad when people say its not real love...I mean who gave them right to determin what is real love and what isn't...idk...someone just said something to me like "you're not really in love...you don't understand it, and blah" I'm kind of on a random rant because of it...made me kind of mad...lol
idk...I've had some time to think about it...he's been away in Colorado, and to my amazment I miss him so much...like its crazy!!! I miss him so bad...and I've been thinking about our relationship, and I reflected on my letter that I sent myself from my Purity and Holiness retreat...and I really...trully love him...
not to get all soppy, but I do...and I don't care what other people say or think...
I'm so in love...=)!!! Its pretty crazy...wow! He makes me so happy I can't even tell you! Is it crazy to feel this way about someone at my age? People always tell me that I shouldn't say I love you to him b/c I don't know the true meaning of it...but they're so wrong. I think to a point age doesn't really matter...you know like when your little you don't understand it but as you get into High school and you start to look...I think you can find it. If you say you love someone I believe those feelings are as real as an adults. I love Cameron very, very much! It makes me mad when people say its not real love...I mean who gave them right to determin what is real love and what isn't...idk...someone just said something to me like "you're not really in love...you don't understand it, and blah" I'm kind of on a random rant because of it...made me kind of mad...lol
idk...I've had some time to think about it...he's been away in Colorado, and to my amazment I miss him so much...like its crazy!!! I miss him so bad...and I've been thinking about our relationship, and I reflected on my letter that I sent myself from my Purity and Holiness retreat...and I really...trully love him...
not to get all soppy, but I do...and I don't care what other people say or think...