i have to do this NOW before i forget something
ok so i was a fool. about tom. i assumed that a freshman would be able to like...handle being in whatever lame-o form of whatever we were having. and apparently he's got all these problems and stuff in his head. talks to mieke about them. great. long and short of story is that tom and i are nooo more. tonight's performances (last night's??) were so great... i am thrilled, i am enthralled, i am sad it's over. i'm not sad i went to the afta-partay though!!
let's talk about debauchery abounding! i feel kind of like a jerk because i was flirting with mike valentino at the end of the show and stuff... but shit dog, i was desperate, i wanted a boy, a straight boy with no rhythm who couldn't dance and who watched football and stuff. as lauren so eloquently put it, "she needs a straight guy". the ambiguously bi trio needed to be finished with. but then... we were playing spin the bottle, and tex got to spin, and it landed on me. so we kissed... and wow. like, they were supposed to be 5 seconds... but i guess people kept counting and we just kept kissing. it was really.... well hmm. it was funny because i waited all last year to have something like that happen. and now the very night that i kick tom out of my mind for good, tex and i make out. but then jackie was like, "go kiss him again" after the game ended, and i was like "nooo fucking way" because i didn't know what to do with that! i mean, like the other day i was talking to him about hearting tom. and now i kissed tex? it's a confusing situation. so all of a sudden, tex walks up to me and is like, "there's been a request that we make out again". and who the hell was i to be like "nah, maybe later" ?! i mean...shit, dog! he's so beautiful and so nice and so...augh how do i do this to myself so fast?! but then again...wowie. dammit i redeveloped that crush (rekindled that crush?) so fast!! wow...fuck man. so yeah, we kissed a couple times and holy shit. then he like, came and was gonna give me his number, i ended up giving him mine instead because i didn't have my phone with me... we kissed a couple more times... holy shit. am i a sluut? maybe. lol.
ok. joe nolin. needs to be discussed. the kid has no idea what the hell he was doing....so drunk that he was dancing up on keith and colin...wow. like, not even funny, that shit was just worrying me. i was shocked. it's been a night of big shocks, a day of big shocks. a pleasant one, thank heavens. wow. maybe this really is my year. lol
let's talk about debauchery abounding! i feel kind of like a jerk because i was flirting with mike valentino at the end of the show and stuff... but shit dog, i was desperate, i wanted a boy, a straight boy with no rhythm who couldn't dance and who watched football and stuff. as lauren so eloquently put it, "she needs a straight guy". the ambiguously bi trio needed to be finished with. but then... we were playing spin the bottle, and tex got to spin, and it landed on me. so we kissed... and wow. like, they were supposed to be 5 seconds... but i guess people kept counting and we just kept kissing. it was really.... well hmm. it was funny because i waited all last year to have something like that happen. and now the very night that i kick tom out of my mind for good, tex and i make out. but then jackie was like, "go kiss him again" after the game ended, and i was like "nooo fucking way" because i didn't know what to do with that! i mean, like the other day i was talking to him about hearting tom. and now i kissed tex? it's a confusing situation. so all of a sudden, tex walks up to me and is like, "there's been a request that we make out again". and who the hell was i to be like "nah, maybe later" ?! i mean...shit, dog! he's so beautiful and so nice and so...augh how do i do this to myself so fast?! but then again...wowie. dammit i redeveloped that crush (rekindled that crush?) so fast!! wow...fuck man. so yeah, we kissed a couple times and holy shit. then he like, came and was gonna give me his number, i ended up giving him mine instead because i didn't have my phone with me... we kissed a couple more times... holy shit. am i a sluut? maybe. lol.
ok. joe nolin. needs to be discussed. the kid has no idea what the hell he was doing....so drunk that he was dancing up on keith and colin...wow. like, not even funny, that shit was just worrying me. i was shocked. it's been a night of big shocks, a day of big shocks. a pleasant one, thank heavens. wow. maybe this really is my year. lol