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Sep 07, 2006 00:36

One of the most depressing ads that I have ever seen is staring me down from the side of my livejournal. It is an ad about life insurance featuring a very young sad girl asking about the death of a parent. Come LJ, that is pretty harsh. Very depressing.

I think that I must have some kind of brain tumor. My spelling has reached a new high of embarrassment and my sentence structure has become simply bad recently. I think that it is partly because I haven't been writing as much as I should. And when I mean 'writing' I mean something OUTSIDE of aim. AIM just simply increases the rate that I can type, but due to the lack of actual sentence structure I think that it has contributed to my handicap greatly over the past few months.

Also, I have been noticing that I am getting frustrated more easily, especially with things that I am usually really calm about. It makes me want to run away from it, so I don't flip out. Yet, that is stupid too. So I have to find a way to vent, something like running, exhaust myself to the point of where the small stuff doesn't matter anymore, just like how it should be, how it use to be.

I am calm and laid back person for the most part, but I have just been on edge lately, and I know why but it is something I can't do anything about. I just really need to go and exercise, I just need to vent productively. That and I need to remember how to breathe.
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