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Last night was horrible. I felt so sick, that I couldn't fall asleep. Every time I layed down I had to get up since I felt like I was going to puke, or need to go to the bathroom. I don't understand why I felt this way, but it was horrible. It was 4-5am and noone was up but me, who was making numerous trips between my room and the bathroom. I finally called Luke since I get very needy when I am not feeling well, and it didn't seem horribly upset that I called him, and his talking to me got me to sleep.
I woke up this morning later that usual, around noon, and noone in my house is up. I'm getting that "wasted the day" feeling and I'm hoping that I can get some of the things I wanted to do done...I hate when I don't get a thing done all day, it makes me so angry.
Let's see what happens...
so many sheep i quit counting
sleepless and embarrassed about the way that i feel
trying to make mole hills out of mountains
building base camp at the bottom of a really big deal
and did i tell you how i stopped eating?
when you stopped calling me
and i was cramped up shitting rivers for weeks
and pretending that i was finally free
~Ani DiFranco (Independence Day)
I woke up this morning later that usual, around noon, and noone in my house is up. I'm getting that "wasted the day" feeling and I'm hoping that I can get some of the things I wanted to do done...I hate when I don't get a thing done all day, it makes me so angry.
Let's see what happens...
so many sheep i quit counting
sleepless and embarrassed about the way that i feel
trying to make mole hills out of mountains
building base camp at the bottom of a really big deal
and did i tell you how i stopped eating?
when you stopped calling me
and i was cramped up shitting rivers for weeks
and pretending that i was finally free
~Ani DiFranco (Independence Day)