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Luke came over Friday after school and went with me to pay some bills with my paycheck, it felt good to get some of them out of the way. Even though it seems an endless list.
We fell asleep when we got home from that and woke up around dinner time. I've been pretty good lately with what I eat, and I've been working out as well. Yesterday I did pilates and lifted some weights, and did crunches and stuff. Tomarrow, I'm getting a scale from work so I can actually see if I'm making any progress.
Went to Jays house around midnight friday, We played two games, and by the time we got home it was around 4 am and my sister stole the couch so we got to sleep in my room. :) It was a lot more comfortable and better for cuddling. ♥ Luke was really cute last night, he held me and kissed me a lot, he was being really adorable, I love it when he seems to read my mind and knows exactly what I want. ♥
Today I worked 11-4, I have to work tomarrow, but I have my birthday off so that is good. :) Luke apparently went shopping for my birthday gift(s?) today, I'm really looking forward to that since he is really the only one I am expecting something from. Speaking of gifts, my dad sent me a card today, with a newpaper clipping inside....um, ok. I don't know what I think. Part of me really wishes me could have a good relationship but then I remember all the drama he causes ( The bitch with the heartache)and then I don't know what to think, I really wish I could have a some what decent family. It's like everyone is for themselves and against everyone else. What kind of family is that. Meh.
So Luke has really been supportive lately, and I really want to let him know how much I appreciate it & him, so I am trying to think of something I can do, or make for him to show that, just something nice, to show how much I love him/appreciate him/make him smile. Any ideas???
We fell asleep when we got home from that and woke up around dinner time. I've been pretty good lately with what I eat, and I've been working out as well. Yesterday I did pilates and lifted some weights, and did crunches and stuff. Tomarrow, I'm getting a scale from work so I can actually see if I'm making any progress.
Went to Jays house around midnight friday, We played two games, and by the time we got home it was around 4 am and my sister stole the couch so we got to sleep in my room. :) It was a lot more comfortable and better for cuddling. ♥ Luke was really cute last night, he held me and kissed me a lot, he was being really adorable, I love it when he seems to read my mind and knows exactly what I want. ♥
Today I worked 11-4, I have to work tomarrow, but I have my birthday off so that is good. :) Luke apparently went shopping for my birthday gift(s?) today, I'm really looking forward to that since he is really the only one I am expecting something from. Speaking of gifts, my dad sent me a card today, with a newpaper clipping inside....um, ok. I don't know what I think. Part of me really wishes me could have a good relationship but then I remember all the drama he causes ( The bitch with the heartache)and then I don't know what to think, I really wish I could have a some what decent family. It's like everyone is for themselves and against everyone else. What kind of family is that. Meh.
So Luke has really been supportive lately, and I really want to let him know how much I appreciate it & him, so I am trying to think of something I can do, or make for him to show that, just something nice, to show how much I love him/appreciate him/make him smile. Any ideas???