wearing the holes in the soles of her shoes
Today I filled out my ECC application. I decided that I'm not going to apply to Buff-State right now. I can't afford it, plain and simple. All the extra things to buy for a dorm, I just can't do it. I also applied to Express in the mall, now I know, that I am not someone they would really want to hire, and I like my job, but I need more hours/money so it's wishful thinking, it doesn't hurt to try I guess. I had my doctors appointment today and when he was talking about sex, he said rubber!! What the heck!?! Mrs. Mcullaugh (ha ha I cant spell) would be shocked, he didn't use the medical technical. Hee hee. He also told me, and I quote, "to make sure all the guys I get with use protection" ...........um, yeah all the guys? WTF! So everyone either thinks I'm prude or apparently I'm a slut. Yep. That is *so* me!
My shoes came today! They are pretty comfy, though they need some wearing in. Now I have shoes to workout in, since converses aren't really workout shoes. I really appreciate my mom getting them, but I feel bad since she can't really afford anything right now. Well it's a birthday present anywho...
Last night Luke and I got together with Tali, and I got to meet her for the first time. I have no idea what she might think of me, and I kinda feel like an idiot since I think I said some stupid things here and there, but honestly, I think she was very nice, and fun to be around. She's very beautiful, and I really respect her.....she's gone through so much, and she's really made something for her and she's doing what she can. It's impressive. We watched Chasing Amy and Me, Myself & Irene They were alright, slightly funny, though I feel a bit bad since Tali feel asleep during the second one. :( I had a good time, I just hope that that feeling was mutual.
So when I was at the doctors today I had to go on a real scale, and I really am not very happy, to say the least. So today I'm going to re-try for what may be the one millionth time, going on a diet and exercising. I really want to loose a lot, it's hard though, I'm so weak. It drives me crazy. Why am I cursed??? **sigh**
My shoes came today! They are pretty comfy, though they need some wearing in. Now I have shoes to workout in, since converses aren't really workout shoes. I really appreciate my mom getting them, but I feel bad since she can't really afford anything right now. Well it's a birthday present anywho...
Last night Luke and I got together with Tali, and I got to meet her for the first time. I have no idea what she might think of me, and I kinda feel like an idiot since I think I said some stupid things here and there, but honestly, I think she was very nice, and fun to be around. She's very beautiful, and I really respect her.....she's gone through so much, and she's really made something for her and she's doing what she can. It's impressive. We watched Chasing Amy and Me, Myself & Irene They were alright, slightly funny, though I feel a bit bad since Tali feel asleep during the second one. :( I had a good time, I just hope that that feeling was mutual.
So when I was at the doctors today I had to go on a real scale, and I really am not very happy, to say the least. So today I'm going to re-try for what may be the one millionth time, going on a diet and exercising. I really want to loose a lot, it's hard though, I'm so weak. It drives me crazy. Why am I cursed??? **sigh**