haven't posted for 3 month

Oct 28, 2013 01:09

I know , it's being a long time. mostly because I don't turn on my laptop all that often and typing out an entry on the phone is not that easy. so things have progressed and happened and progressed. on the job front, nothing has really happened. I need to also do my taxes, which sucks big time, but other than that finance is stable and there's not that much stress.

on the guy front I am still with rock climbing guy, so yes, it's being 6 month, and we're still together. that's pretty cool, I think I am very attached to this guy and I don't know what's going to happen. my friends and family are asking the sticky questions, like so where do you think you guys are going ? will you end up together ? I am not sure we'll end up together or if this is the only guy for me, but I do like him and I'm keeping him. I know it's a bit childish to say that I'm keeping him even through I don't know if he wants to be kept, but I like where we are and I think I'll give him some more time to make up his mind.
I have asked him once, where are we going and he's not replied, or he's replied with 'I don't know' so I know that he's not made a commitment in anyway to me. He's not said yes, I want to do these things with you. there is no white picketed fence and a little house, so that's a bit sad. I'm not sure how long I will wait for an answer but for now, I've let it go and accepted that he doesn't know. I am impatient and I will eventually push for an answer.

I'm planning a trip to the UK and France for next year, hopefully I'll be able to spend 4 weeks travelling next year. so really looking forward to that, I would a really good trip. I'm not sure if climbing would come with me or if I'll go by myself, but I still want to go. I'm not sure when I'll log on next and if climbing guy will still be in the picture. but such is life.

signing off
mw
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