Keep on loosing my entries
I keep on trying to post entries on my phone stop and save and then forget about them and then 2 weeks later realise I haven't posted them. And then they are no longer relevant and I feel a bit dodgy for posting them. So I went camping and hiking with climbing guy. And he really, really likes climbing. And climbing with his friends. I feel like I'm going though the motions of a relationship and not even sure if I really like him all that much. I don't know sometimes a kind of miss him but at times I kind can't be bothered with him. It's strange also still suspect that he is a genuinely nice guy, but I don't know if I will ever fall in love with him.