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Negative... feelings... about self... -OTL Not too down right now, just... anxious... and I'm convinced no one likes me again... OTL Even though two people have said otherwise in no uncertain terms today. And I made a thing for Ha-chan and she said she loved me. XD;;; (Of course, just in that way people do when you do stuff for them... but still XD;)
Euuuurgh so yeah not feelin' too great about myself and no motivation to do the history assignment but I got 100 99 and 100 on my English assignments so I ought to be good there and hopefully I'll find motivation in an hour or two and... yeah
I JUST WANT TO BE HER FRIEND. I'LL SETTLE FOR THAT. I WANT TO TALK TO HER AND LAUGH WITH HER AND FEEL LIKE I MATTER A LITTLE BIT TO HER AND ASDLKFAJK THAT IS NOT. GONNA HAPPEN. I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH IN COMMON WITH HER. SHE TALKS ABOUT PORN AND STUFF EASILY ENOUGH, AND I ALWAYS BLUSH AND STOP TALKING THERE BECAUSE IT MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLE.
I wrote a thing and?? She's not sure if she wants to punch me or hug me. XD ("Hanekoma takes you on a date... ...He leans down, cups your face gently, and whispers, 'Enjoy the moment, senpai.'")
I... need to do school work OTL
Euuuurgh so yeah not feelin' too great about myself and no motivation to do the history assignment but I got 100 99 and 100 on my English assignments so I ought to be good there and hopefully I'll find motivation in an hour or two and... yeah
I JUST WANT TO BE HER FRIEND. I'LL SETTLE FOR THAT. I WANT TO TALK TO HER AND LAUGH WITH HER AND FEEL LIKE I MATTER A LITTLE BIT TO HER AND ASDLKFAJK THAT IS NOT. GONNA HAPPEN. I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH IN COMMON WITH HER. SHE TALKS ABOUT PORN AND STUFF EASILY ENOUGH, AND I ALWAYS BLUSH AND STOP TALKING THERE BECAUSE IT MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLE.
I wrote a thing and?? She's not sure if she wants to punch me or hug me. XD ("Hanekoma takes you on a date... ...He leans down, cups your face gently, and whispers, 'Enjoy the moment, senpai.'")
I... need to do school work OTL