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i really feel good about myself today. yesterday i moved back into my moms house... i decided no matter what the circumstance i will stay here until i move to florida in june. me and richie are still talking... i went over and ate there tonight and hung out with him and gavin for a little while. its much better not feeling so attatched that i have to be with a man every second of everyday. he really wants me back, and i love him... i just love him as more of a friend i think. relationships can be tough. i dont want string attatched either when i move in june.
i was extremely rude to my mother tonight... and when i got home i apologized for what i did wrong and told her i love her. i usually have a hard time apologizing from the bottom of my heart.. but im learning and i think i did a swell job.
now im just going to try to reach out and make friends... i want to just have a good time. most people dont understand that this is my last year in school, and people dont understand how hard it is for me to open up and make friends. im sure i could be a good friend to somebody.
i was extremely rude to my mother tonight... and when i got home i apologized for what i did wrong and told her i love her. i usually have a hard time apologizing from the bottom of my heart.. but im learning and i think i did a swell job.
now im just going to try to reach out and make friends... i want to just have a good time. most people dont understand that this is my last year in school, and people dont understand how hard it is for me to open up and make friends. im sure i could be a good friend to somebody.