Feb 18, 2008 21:05
My entire life I have felt like there was a very empty spot in my heart. I was lead to believe that nobody loved me, that nobody cared about me, that everybody just wanted to see me fall on my face. It is amazing how one persons perception of the world around them can change in such an instint. Yesterday, I was a completly differant person, I let Richard push me around, I let my self get so such a low point that I lost all of my friends, I lost my ability to learn. For the past 7 months, I have been so depressed, so angry... people should be with the people that bring out the best in them, he doesn't. Richard brings out the worst in me.
Yesterday, after a horrible flight I arrived in Tampa, Florida, to stay with my dad and his wife kristen for the week. This morning we went to disney world. I had a blast. Then we went to get dinner. I have never had lobster ravioli.