i've been having nothing but bad dreams lately so im going to see a councelor

ok so i just watched Real Women Have Curves for psychology. it was really good. the reason for this entry however, is because in the movie, Ana decides she wants to have sex with her boyfriend who is leaving for college, and of course that brought me down, so i kinda just need someone to tell me either that its ok that i dont really want sex, or ( Read more... )

i am a stranger in my own bed. i hate breaks

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well...i made dinner tonight. it was chicken with summersquash and zuchinni. id make this into a good story, except a) i cant, and b) thats not the point of this entry. I was trying to make gravy with the pan drippings, but i did the chicken on a glass baking dish instead of metal like at home, plus its an electric stove, which i doubt makes ( Read more... )

man...how long has it been since i did a real entry. i know you all missed me, except not ( Read more... )

i'll just come right out and say it. this is a sympathy entry. please pity me. i wont go into details because im pretty sure most of you know what i've been complaining about for the past few days, but i really miss people. so lets explore why. I am not what i would call anti-social persay, I AM however really bad at making, keeping, and ( Read more... )

well...i'm back at college. last night was pretty lonely. after my loneliness, i went to Sarah's and watched Series Of Unfortunate Events. today might be better. i got my books. 302$ i might try to switch writing classes. hummmm


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yeah...poo

i was gonna say that i want friends, but then who would be eading this. so i revise my statement to: I want friends that just have mad crazy fun. And obviously that i would be comfortable with physical contact, my body, and myself. oh well...maybe in another life.

PS...getting to that point where drunkeness sounds REALLY good

there are no words to describe my sadness. Wanda is dead. her transmition fluid line broke. red fluid EVERYWHERE!!!! my parents were coming to parents weekend when it happened. now she's going away. 1400$ is too much to fix her. So now in a rental car, four hours late, my parents will greet me at 9 pm tonight. we are gonna get subs. not at ( Read more... )