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well once again i've gone forever with out updating. life has been good for the most part. still super busy and i'm not studying enough for the mcat as i should be and that scares me. i'm starting to not care which is even worse. i know i want to be a dr. but right now i'm so tired of all the work i've had to do in school since high school that i just want a break. right now i think i'd be happy just goin to P.A school like my dad and being done with it all in about 4 years.
friends/boyfriend are good...eddie's pissed me off a lil the past week or so and i've had to go thru some feelings i'm not used to but at least i actually opened up my mouth to express what i was feeling...which is a plus for me and everything is ok. i love him to death and i guess thats what makes it so hard when i get upset at him b/c i don't want to feel that way and then he feels shitty b/c i'm feelin bad and he doesn't want to or mean to make me feel bad. but its all a part of gettin to know each other better and young love.
i guess the only major development is that i'm finally legal!!!!!!!!! my bday was mucho fun. dinner at eddie's house with his family, mine, and gretchen, lex, and caro. good cuban food and some nice convo. then it was off to the grove where we drank and danced the nite away. :) oh and sex on the beach is very good (not literally...i wouldn't know ;) but the drink is soo good).
anyways i'm off to my dreaded physics class...john mayer concert is tomorrow!!!!!! :) but my baby also leaves me for a couple of days :( oh well that just means its party time with my girls :)
friends/boyfriend are good...eddie's pissed me off a lil the past week or so and i've had to go thru some feelings i'm not used to but at least i actually opened up my mouth to express what i was feeling...which is a plus for me and everything is ok. i love him to death and i guess thats what makes it so hard when i get upset at him b/c i don't want to feel that way and then he feels shitty b/c i'm feelin bad and he doesn't want to or mean to make me feel bad. but its all a part of gettin to know each other better and young love.
i guess the only major development is that i'm finally legal!!!!!!!!! my bday was mucho fun. dinner at eddie's house with his family, mine, and gretchen, lex, and caro. good cuban food and some nice convo. then it was off to the grove where we drank and danced the nite away. :) oh and sex on the beach is very good (not literally...i wouldn't know ;) but the drink is soo good).
anyways i'm off to my dreaded physics class...john mayer concert is tomorrow!!!!!! :) but my baby also leaves me for a couple of days :( oh well that just means its party time with my girls :)