Comments | umbrellahouse: china is a big country filled with chinese people!

umbrellahouse

china is a big country filled with chinese people!

Feb 10, 2006 23:50

So I just confessed my giant crush to my giant crush. I can't believe I just did that. Who am I? More importantly, I can't believe how calm I'm feeling. Maybe it hasn't hit me yet... or maybe it's because of the heavy-duty painkillers I'm on. Either way, I like it. It just feels like a giant weight's been lifted off my shoulders and now I can ( Read more... )

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dragondare February 11 2006, 05:22:54 UTC

Yay talking to crush! Way to go!

umbrellahouse February 11 2006, 15:41:45 UTC

Thanks man!!! I was kinda smiling at myself all night thinking "Who the hell am I?"... that was so far out of my comfort zone... it's not even funny. Yay for no boundaries!!!

my non-normative hat is yellow, even though I usually wear black socks. thesoundofduck February 11 2006, 06:31:26 UTC

I'M SO GLAD YOU DID IT!!! It was cool assisting in the creation of the best, coolest, funniest email of all time!!!

THAT'S SO COOL THAT YOU FEEL SO GOOD ABOUT IT!!! TEN BILLION THUMBS UP!!!

umbrellahouse February 11 2006, 15:43:18 UTC

I'm such a crazy person. Now all I can think of is "Why don't I feel weird and awkward?" "Why am I not freaking out?"... Oh my God, I'm feaking out about not freaking out... there is no hope for me!!!

w00t!!! w00t, I say! w00t w00t like an owl. lougheed February 11 2006, 20:23:30 UTC

Congratulations on your massive bag of bravery! I'm glad you did it and I'm glad you are glad you did it too :)

Now you can reel back the emo, brush the hair from your face, wipe off the black make-up and open your curtains :)

umbrellahouse February 11 2006, 20:35:45 UTC

I say 'NEVER' to the opening of the curtains!!! That's just asking too much man! And I ain't ready... I just aint!!!

like the owl I saw outside the window in class??? thesoundofduck February 11 2006, 22:45:38 UTC

?????

anonymous February 12 2006, 20:58:13 UTC

so how come you never confessed your undying love for me? It hurts you know, it hurts a lot!

-J.D.

umbrellahouse February 13 2006, 04:16:17 UTC

Sorry... I've never experienced any undying love for you... suck it up!

anonymous February 14 2006, 07:52:50 UTC

That's cold. See if I ever buy you flowers and candy (again).

umbrellahouse February 16 2006, 08:08:27 UTC

oh you... so needy!!! I'm so tired... I wanna cry!

anonymous February 15 2006, 05:05:16 UTC

I'm so proud of you babe! I always knew you could do it. You always say you're shy but then you have these amazing moments that amaze everyone. I think you are really really great. Keep up the good work.

So the curious gossip in me wants to know, who is this guy? What did he say? How did you guys meet? And any other details you want to tell me. Obviously, you don't have to. But you know you want to.

S.

anonymous February 15 2006, 10:15:18 UTC

I can't sleep. This is horrible. I just keep thinking about how brave you were and how I should do the same thing with *boy*. What do you think? Should I do it? What if I regret it and need to move? Will you visit me in Poland? Why are you not up and supporting me? Are you trying to tell me something? Does this mean I'm officially loony?

Get back to me whenever.

S.

umbrellahouse February 16 2006, 08:32:44 UTC

aww not being able to sleep does suck! And with regards to the boy... this is what I think.

You should do the same thing if that's what you're comfortable with... don't rush into things and regret them. I don't tend to regret decisions so this worked out pretty well for me. But I remember you re-thinking things a lot so maybe you should take some time to figure out if this is what you really want. If you need any moral support or a proofreader... or a planner... let me know!

And I will visit you no matter where you are!!!

umbrellahouse February 16 2006, 08:28:14 UTC

Thanks so much!!! I really was proud of myself as well.

As for the details... I should call you sometimes soon and we should have a chat! We haven't talked in forever!!!