china is a big country filled with chinese people!
So I just confessed my giant crush to my giant crush. I can't believe I just did that. Who am I? More importantly, I can't believe how calm I'm feeling. Maybe it hasn't hit me yet... or maybe it's because of the heavy-duty painkillers I'm on. Either way, I like it. It just feels like a giant weight's been lifted off my shoulders and now I can breathe. I'm really glad I did it because I was starting to annoy myself with constantly wondering if the feelings were mutual. I hate being overly emo!
I just realized that I psyched myself up too much for it and was creating my own personal hell. In my current mood (which can change at any moment)... I don't even care if the feeling are only one way. Isn't that soooooooooooooooooooo WEIRD??? I'm so weird! It's like the email was all about me... it had nothing to do with anyone else.
Now I think I'm going to finish watching my movie and go to bed. I had a good night tonight... all's well that ends well. Thanks Juliana for the proofreading, the moral support and the definition which inspired the muppet-theme!!! I'd also like to thank Boo for listening to it and contributing her two cents! You guys rock my socks off... and wear them as non-normative hats!!!!
I just realized that I psyched myself up too much for it and was creating my own personal hell. In my current mood (which can change at any moment)... I don't even care if the feeling are only one way. Isn't that soooooooooooooooooooo WEIRD??? I'm so weird! It's like the email was all about me... it had nothing to do with anyone else.
Now I think I'm going to finish watching my movie and go to bed. I had a good night tonight... all's well that ends well. Thanks Juliana for the proofreading, the moral support and the definition which inspired the muppet-theme!!! I'd also like to thank Boo for listening to it and contributing her two cents! You guys rock my socks off... and wear them as non-normative hats!!!!