May 31, 2004 10:04
I had a dream last night that Blake was playing a show and I was running behind him and yelling that he should remember me, and that I was the one he took the virginity of. He did not even look back at me and he went to this room where all thses young girls were dressed in indie outfits and look really hot. I think I was wearing sweat pants and I looked very crappy. I had my sunglasses on. Then as I was running after blake there were these stairs and Tucker was sitting on the stairs and I went to go take off my glasses and turn around and give up when he saw me and said. "Don't take off your glasses." like I was ugly and he didn't want to see me. I got soooooo mad at him. I had a popsicle in my hand and I went right up to him and put the popsicle on his crotch area. And he was in alot of pain because of it. He was writhing and all of that. Then I walked away and there was this big stadium that moving units was playing in and somehow I got into the v.i.p area and it was just one huge bed that everyone layed on. And I was laying near blake and being really mean in a funny way to him and the bass player johan really thought I was funny and he was laughing. And I told johan that I was really obsessed with blake and he said. "have you even gotten a good look at him?" And we laughed about how ugly he is. And then blake was laying next to me and he kissed me very quick. I almost didn't feel it. Then he put his tongue inside my mouth, but his tongue must have been 7 inches long because I could not breath. (oops, maybe it wasn't his tongue. No. it was) Then he got up and took me to the side of the stage and made out with me for everyone to see and he walked away, and suddenly I had the vantage point of someone on the bed and I was telling myself to go to the snack bar and get a snack to save face. Like I got up to do that all along. When I saw blake walk away from me from the vantage point of the bed he looked REALLY exceptionally ugly. And I thought he must have had some work done and maybe they botched the procedure.
Here is another dream that I had. I was inside of the movie kill bill 2 and I was going inside of bills house. It was under this thicket in the woods. I waited until 2 police officers walked by and lifted the ticket. There were stairs descending into a garden and I thought of an interview when I saw quentin tarantino talking about how he wanted bill to be a gardener. Then I saw Uma walking out of his house and I ran outside. It was snowing and Uma walked out the front door. I asked her if bill told her that he had a kid. she said yes. And I was backing slowly away from her and I said. "look into it" really slyly. She was like "what?" and I kept saying "just look into it". Then all of a sudden bill comes up from behind her with a gun and I take off running. There is snow on the ground and I fall on the snow in someones back yard. He shoots me 4 times and then I can hear him coming up close to shoot me again. I hear the last shot and I think to myself. How long is it going to take me to die? How long do I have to live like this. When will I become unaware? I saw some of the blood pooling beneath me. In the snow.
Oh, and also, for some reason at the moving units show there were people I went to high school with there. This girl named Brianne came up to me and jumped on me and hugged me and I said. "hello brianne hinkley" and everyone laughed. Then I saw my old friend veronica spinning records at the dancing area of the place. I thought it was pretty cool that she was spinning.