Lots of it for all of them.
I realized something about maine that I did not understand before. The first is that I need to get out of here as quickly as possible. The second is that the majority of people here are extrememly conservative. Never having lived anywhere other than maine would most definately cause someone to push away new ideas out of fear. And really, who would move to maine? (me?)geeze.
I have been thinking alot lately about being asleep while I am awake. I want to find someone that enjoys speaking of bleached unicorns and cantankerous widows. This person will have to talk with me about these fantasy world items as if they truly existed. I need to be friends with someone who is open to every new idea that I have with no judgement and not being critical and hurtful of my ideas.
No matter what an idea is that someone has,(unless its an idea to start a nu metal band) I grasp it so tightly. I get so excited to hear a new idea that I can hardly contain myself.
This summer I am going to begin my projects. I will not be going to school so I will be working alot and reading and painting and organizing fantasy ideas.
example.
Paintings of bleached unicorns. They will be half inside out on puddles of ectoplasm. A single marshmellow will be placed on thier tongues and it will be raining phallic sympols. i.e. microscopic bananas.
This particular painting will be painted on the side of a large can of beans. I have other ideas also.
I love narwals. I cried one night when I thought about how I will never really get to touch one and hug one.
I think that makeing a large, upright sculpture of a narwal is deliciously divine! Paper mache maybe? This narwal will be about the height of my refridgerator. It will be wearing high heels made out of midevil wine goblets. His fins will be fashioned out of used toblerone boxes and his horn will be touching the ceiling.
I want to light him on fire in the portland square near the library.
other ideas.
I want to have my art pieces incorperate my performance art. I plan on living in a fantasy world while I construct my ideas. Sometimes my ideas are not tangible at all.
Like a vacuum cleaner/pony. Maybe that would work though.
Brown is a color that I am very much in love with right now.
Also!!!!!!!!
Remember this summer the garbage dumps will be open!!!!!!ooooooooooohhhhhh yeeeeeaaaahhhhh!!!!!
There is no room for reality in my art. It parallels nothing but my heart wich is completely immersed in fantasy. How could something so delicate reside anywhere else but in fantasy?
I think also that I am going to design a line of bikini's that I will sport at the beach. These bikini's will have unicorns on them. Maybe I will sculpt a bikini out of garbage or household cleaning products.
I was thinking of holding a performance where the veterans ask for money at that intersection. I think that I should start designing capes also!!!!!!
Remember how wonderful the colors pink and gold look?
You should make the capes symbolic of your heart. Your heart should wear a cape.
I love you Kaye.
I think that I am too picky for my own good. I never want to go out with anyone. I should just start screwing. Damn! Why can't I just sleep with people like it ain't no thang? I wish I could.
I have been thinking alot lately about being asleep while I am awake. I want to find someone that enjoys speaking of bleached unicorns and cantankerous widows. This person will have to talk with me about these fantasy world items as if they truly existed. I need to be friends with someone who is open to every new idea that I have with no judgement and not being critical and hurtful of my ideas.
No matter what an idea is that someone has,(unless its an idea to start a nu metal band) I grasp it so tightly. I get so excited to hear a new idea that I can hardly contain myself.
This summer I am going to begin my projects. I will not be going to school so I will be working alot and reading and painting and organizing fantasy ideas.
example.
Paintings of bleached unicorns. They will be half inside out on puddles of ectoplasm. A single marshmellow will be placed on thier tongues and it will be raining phallic sympols. i.e. microscopic bananas.
This particular painting will be painted on the side of a large can of beans. I have other ideas also.
I love narwals. I cried one night when I thought about how I will never really get to touch one and hug one.
I think that makeing a large, upright sculpture of a narwal is deliciously divine! Paper mache maybe? This narwal will be about the height of my refridgerator. It will be wearing high heels made out of midevil wine goblets. His fins will be fashioned out of used toblerone boxes and his horn will be touching the ceiling.
I want to light him on fire in the portland square near the library.
other ideas.
I want to have my art pieces incorperate my performance art. I plan on living in a fantasy world while I construct my ideas. Sometimes my ideas are not tangible at all.
Like a vacuum cleaner/pony. Maybe that would work though.
Brown is a color that I am very much in love with right now.
Also!!!!!!!!
Remember this summer the garbage dumps will be open!!!!!!ooooooooooohhhhhh yeeeeeaaaahhhhh!!!!!
There is no room for reality in my art. It parallels nothing but my heart wich is completely immersed in fantasy. How could something so delicate reside anywhere else but in fantasy?
I think also that I am going to design a line of bikini's that I will sport at the beach. These bikini's will have unicorns on them. Maybe I will sculpt a bikini out of garbage or household cleaning products.
I was thinking of holding a performance where the veterans ask for money at that intersection. I think that I should start designing capes also!!!!!!
Remember how wonderful the colors pink and gold look?
You should make the capes symbolic of your heart. Your heart should wear a cape.
I love you Kaye.
I think that I am too picky for my own good. I never want to go out with anyone. I should just start screwing. Damn! Why can't I just sleep with people like it ain't no thang? I wish I could.