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Wow...what a revelation. Apparently, the reason that I've been unhappy (as long as I can remember) is because I'm lonely. I have quite a few freinds, but that's not satisfying, at least anymore. I guess I've been drowning that away in my studies until recently...I'm taking a light course-load, so now I have more time to think about all of this...and that sucks. You know what...it's not even about sex (etc.), it's more about companionship. I guess what I need to do is find a girlfreind, but there's a problem with that; you can't find a girlfreind, it just has to happen. Also, I'm getting resentful of all people with significant others...and that is making me mean, which is not something I like about myself...gotta love undirected agression.