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i still cant believe it. it has been just over 15 months that i have been with scott, and it is still sooo surreal. its like there is no way to explain it, but it just works so well, and i love it. 16 months ago, everyone thought i was crazy, and everyone knew that i was heading into the biggest mistake ever. they still may be right about that, and if something bad does happen, then they are all entitled to thier own individual HAHA's. but for now its me who gets to HAHA them.
its weird, we arent in this like fantasy lala land where everything is always perfect. he pisses me off, he makes me angry and sometimes i cry. it wouldnt kill him to be a bit more sensitive, but it wouldnt kill me to be a little less sensitive. but all of that seems to go away the second that he smiles at me.
this weekend we are going camping. we are going up to new hampshire for 3 days 2 nights, just the two of us, and maybe a canoe. i am so excited. i like that it is our thing. the scrapbook is coming along fabulously. i look forward to ever phone call, every hug... i may just explode before friday!!!
i know that you all probably hate the "i love scott entries" at this point, but i think that sometimes its good to let people know that you are happy. happiness is its own journey, and sometimes you have to take the road less traveled (the road everyone thought was going to be the wrong road) because it can offer the best rewards, and the sweetest smiles
its weird, we arent in this like fantasy lala land where everything is always perfect. he pisses me off, he makes me angry and sometimes i cry. it wouldnt kill him to be a bit more sensitive, but it wouldnt kill me to be a little less sensitive. but all of that seems to go away the second that he smiles at me.
this weekend we are going camping. we are going up to new hampshire for 3 days 2 nights, just the two of us, and maybe a canoe. i am so excited. i like that it is our thing. the scrapbook is coming along fabulously. i look forward to ever phone call, every hug... i may just explode before friday!!!
i know that you all probably hate the "i love scott entries" at this point, but i think that sometimes its good to let people know that you are happy. happiness is its own journey, and sometimes you have to take the road less traveled (the road everyone thought was going to be the wrong road) because it can offer the best rewards, and the sweetest smiles