i want to be asleep
why is it that i WANT to be in bed asleep, yet such things are not quite possible right now. i think i know why. yesterday i got to see scott, then he held me this morning. such things make me very happy (we get very little cuddle time over the summer becasue of stupid PARENTS, geesh. now i want that wake up all warm (or sweaty due to the 400 degree temp)and cozy in his arms. yet tomorrow morning, i will wake up to my mom yelling "get a move on or you are going to be late for work again" (for the record i was not that late today, i clocked in at 1201, but that is only because i have serious issues with the time clock, and am terrified that the numbers will be on the wrong line. i dont really mind working at dunkies, its just that i dont like some of the trash that i work with, who dont like to work, and some of the customers are wicked rude. the next time that some old guy asks for a goddamn free smoothie sample when he pulls up to the window and there is a line of 20 cars behind him, i may have to accidentally spill the smoothie on his lap. such things happen when assholes yell that it has been 2 minutes, and not the 1 second that i promised that i would get back to them.
so anyways...a point, hmmm.
i really wish that it was two months ago. i could spend all of my time with scott, and always wake up in his arms. the fact that this isnt possible, apparantly results in insomnia.
so anyways...a point, hmmm.
i really wish that it was two months ago. i could spend all of my time with scott, and always wake up in his arms. the fact that this isnt possible, apparantly results in insomnia.