Understood...Misunderstood
Recently, I felt understood, and also misunderstood.
Whilst I do try hard to close the gap/ fill in the vacuum in my heart, I never really can... so, I do not expect others to, not even the man who seems to preoccupy my life. When I thought endless pursue of my version of perfections could be tiring and futile, I totally want to let go of the issues I have been so-called dealing with(but never found solution) in my life for decades. Am I being 消极? Or the better description is that I have become stronger? They seem to contradict ya?
I heard of someone's comment about me, made me laughed, very loudly. I am supposedly very manipulative. Hahahahahah!!! I believe all my friends and family will laugh too, at me. If only I am, even a little more might be better for me.
Whilst I do try hard to close the gap/ fill in the vacuum in my heart, I never really can... so, I do not expect others to, not even the man who seems to preoccupy my life. When I thought endless pursue of my version of perfections could be tiring and futile, I totally want to let go of the issues I have been so-called dealing with(but never found solution) in my life for decades. Am I being 消极? Or the better description is that I have become stronger? They seem to contradict ya?
I heard of someone's comment about me, made me laughed, very loudly. I am supposedly very manipulative. Hahahahahah!!! I believe all my friends and family will laugh too, at me. If only I am, even a little more might be better for me.