May 18, 2006 20:19
Well, this is the first time i posted since i was broken up with and posted that message. The main problem now is i invested so much of my life in that girl i dont really have friends anymore. Shes got a lot of new friends she made at the job shes at now. I think shes enjoying herself nicely, im getting my life back on track but im quite lonely. LIke i said before, i've grown up a lot but things are still quite difficult. But life goes on as they say. Strangest thing is i've lost teh desire to play video games and listen to heavy metal, 2 things that were really me. Just dont want to anymore. Hmm...well going to a party this saturday and im getting involved at teh gym (im down 12 pounds from last week after all teh depressed not-eating) so i hope i'll meet some new people until laura feels we can be friends and hang out again. Well...i guess thats it, later guys.