We used to belive in the good old days"-Jim Morrison
Yea so went to moms rock yesterday.
A rock...a stone with her name..so bizarre this in some way is supposed to represent her?i dont know kind of weird but then again its death.DEATH DEATH DEATH DEATH.Final destination of this fucked up tripp but yea..it was a lot stranger then i thought it would be.I just kind of laied there on here grave looking up at the sky as it got darker and colder.My dad sat by the tree talking to her..and i just kind of..didnt say anything.
It started to rain so we had to hurry along since he wanted to visit his brother(my favorite uncle) and my oldest sister who i never had a privalge of knowing..
thats so weird..i Would have had and older sister even older then the fucked up one that i have(well not really) right now.I always had this theory that she would have turned out to be the absolutally perfect one.Cause my sister is totally fucked up in the head and such and well im a little inbetween but who knows..
lifes crrrrraaaaazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
but maybe its cause i make it so too.
You know what
FUCK THIS
TOO MUCH I HAVE TO SAY
A rock...a stone with her name..so bizarre this in some way is supposed to represent her?i dont know kind of weird but then again its death.DEATH DEATH DEATH DEATH.Final destination of this fucked up tripp but yea..it was a lot stranger then i thought it would be.I just kind of laied there on here grave looking up at the sky as it got darker and colder.My dad sat by the tree talking to her..and i just kind of..didnt say anything.
It started to rain so we had to hurry along since he wanted to visit his brother(my favorite uncle) and my oldest sister who i never had a privalge of knowing..
thats so weird..i Would have had and older sister even older then the fucked up one that i have(well not really) right now.I always had this theory that she would have turned out to be the absolutally perfect one.Cause my sister is totally fucked up in the head and such and well im a little inbetween but who knows..
lifes crrrrraaaaazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
but maybe its cause i make it so too.
You know what
FUCK THIS
TOO MUCH I HAVE TO SAY