Mar 12, 2006 13:46
When i updated at school on friday i wasnt thinking about anything else other then what i was thinking about.So i was in a strange mood and i forgot about the greatness off that day.That morning i my counceler at the school called me out to check up on how shit was going on in my life.So me being me im always more then willing to talk and especially if its some ones job hahaa.but we talked for what she called the "fastest 3 hours that shes ever experienced".Which im sure was a big exageration but shit it was crazy.She only supposed to spend at most an hour with a student but it just happend we just kept talking about my mind and i would go on and on about therories and parinoas and anything and everything.Shes so damn fine too.Sexy black women.Fairly young too id say like 25-27.but what ever.She gave real posotive feed back on so many things i felt so much better.
I got home and because of the mornings event i sat down with my dad and we had a real long discussion.
We have grown apart so much.Im not that little clone of his any more..altho i miss it alot in some ways.but shit we have become like to distant strangers,i live in my world and hes in his.but no it was a good conversation we covered alot of things and came to alot of agreements and understandings.
Other then that its been a pathetic weekend.Wait wait i lie.I got on disc 3 of final fantasy last night.Im basicly done just got to beat last level.But im sqeezing the game out for all its worth before im complete it complete it.And after going through the whole game in a long time..i think ive changed my mind on the remake.It is what it is and i love it.In 30 years ill still flash back and play this game while smoking a joint.but it would be amazing to see this game remade lol.
But im going to the cemetary today.
its been awhile since ive some to your rock mom.
Why?
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Cause visiting you there makes no diffrence..im sorry..but your gone forever.
Still tho you exsist all around me.i know ive fucked up alot and havent used the best knowledge you gave me but..in the end it will all fall in place and youll see how youve existed in me everyday.
But you know what Leah?You where always right.You where always the godess and i the pussy hahaahaa.