whatever

Jan 11, 2006 21:10

17 days, nothing left to say.

so you called, sober...it was awkard, left a message cuz i wasnt there, i called you back. didnt argue...but it wasnt plesent lets say that. i backed out, told you i couldnt tell you, and that u could do whatever tonight, drink or whatever...i know you will, your lil bro is comming over. you asked why i couldnt tell you is said cuz im to afraid you wont ever speak to me again, plus that it wasnt a big deal, and ill just tell you sometime. i said i was sorry to bother you with all this nonsence. i told you that if your ever bored sometime and wanna chill, give me a call. you said you were always bored, and always wanted to chill. u said you had to go take a shower so we said our goodbyes, you said you'd call me later......later i know you wont, and later means 4 days from now....*sigh* i just hope i get to see you one last time before its to late. i havent much time left 2 weeks, 3 days, 8 hours, 27 minutes, 8 seconds....*sigh*

nothing to say, im happy to go...no...i excited to go...this is going to be the LONGEST 2.5 weeks of my fucking life...

i wish i had DXM, Coke, Crack, Weed, Alcohol...i wish i had anything....anything....anything....
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