happy...sad....what....
so, you have a phone now...you called me...left me the sweetest voice mail...yeah...it was all happy. was having the SHITTYIST day, mainly cuz i was/am dead tired. got the voice mail during break, and after that, i was so warm and fuzzie inside, all giddy with joy. =)
yep, called you back, hopefully...i see you tonight. i'll pray...i see you tonight.
got a lot to tell you...there is no avoiding my wrists, so ill tell the truth, no point in lying. yeah, i cut the vein...to bad i didnt go deep enough. anywayz, i got something for you...so...we'll see, if i get to give it to you or not...idk if im ready to give it to you. anywayz...i miss you...
ummm...had a fire drill today, and it was REALLY fucking cold out...but i stood out there with some friends and it was ammusing...haha...electric fences + peeing on them DO NOT mix apperently. lmfao!!!=)
EDIT:
so...apperently your tired, so i wont see you tonight. you promised me you would be 100% sober tomarrow, and i would see you.....i hope...i hope i hope your not fucking with me....i cant have my emotions toyed with....no again...not anymore...
*sigh*...FUCK YOU!!!!....yeah...you told me some shit...i dont know what to say, what to do...i know how one was previous...so what you say doesnt upall me....i knew it would happen, i mean..it doesnt even suprise me...but...that doesnt mean it doesnt hurt any less.... =( well...
im going to bed
yep, called you back, hopefully...i see you tonight. i'll pray...i see you tonight.
got a lot to tell you...there is no avoiding my wrists, so ill tell the truth, no point in lying. yeah, i cut the vein...to bad i didnt go deep enough. anywayz, i got something for you...so...we'll see, if i get to give it to you or not...idk if im ready to give it to you. anywayz...i miss you...
ummm...had a fire drill today, and it was REALLY fucking cold out...but i stood out there with some friends and it was ammusing...haha...electric fences + peeing on them DO NOT mix apperently. lmfao!!!=)
EDIT:
so...apperently your tired, so i wont see you tonight. you promised me you would be 100% sober tomarrow, and i would see you.....i hope...i hope i hope your not fucking with me....i cant have my emotions toyed with....no again...not anymore...
*sigh*...FUCK YOU!!!!....yeah...you told me some shit...i dont know what to say, what to do...i know how one was previous...so what you say doesnt upall me....i knew it would happen, i mean..it doesnt even suprise me...but...that doesnt mean it doesnt hurt any less.... =( well...
im going to bed