Kfry
went to Kfry...that was bullshit in a box....(lol...idk...)
so i had to stand in line for like 10 min, he saw me...i refused to look over. i get up there...its my turn, he would have had to wait on me "IM GOIN ON BREAK!" in my head i go *thats right you fucking coward, run, do it, go a head see if i give a fuck. you just cant tell me ur self you like anouther chick so you avoid me!!*
he comes through the door to the front and stands next to me for like 2 sec....almost literally. he goes "hey" 'hey, how are you' "im on break" *walks away back through the door.....
yep....thats it....thats all....not that i would expect him to hug me at work or anything....but a few...just a FEW more words than that would have been kinda nice...even if they were "go away bitch i like someone else" at least that wouldnt have left me so confused.
i think about it...he wouldnt give a flying rats ass if something happened to me...i bet you 20 bucks if i told him what really happened...or if i even told him that went downtown last fri. he wouldnt give a shit. i'd get a "oh really, that sucks" maybe...if i was lucky.
whatever....i have nothing left to say. I hope i can stay the night with my cousin tonight....i really dont want to be alone....i really jsut want to break down and cry, but i wont, cuz tomany tears have been shed over his name already....
on the flip side, work was good for the most part (except the part where Devin saw my arm and goes "OMG DID YOU CUT YOURSELF!" really loud, he kept asking why i did it and shit, but idk...it was okay i guess, he said he woudlnt tell anyone and i can trust him....i hope) anywayz, so we totaly goofed off and messed around and like 'talked' the entire night, and it was really cool. he is pretty cool. (no ideas now ladies ;> )
yep...nothing else to say....ate some Indian with Karina and Krystal for Karina's Bday present from Krystal. It was fun, i LOVE Marsala's. and now im going to go find the Dextromethophan and have a gay old time.
dont cry if i dont come back, be happy im in a better place.
so i had to stand in line for like 10 min, he saw me...i refused to look over. i get up there...its my turn, he would have had to wait on me "IM GOIN ON BREAK!" in my head i go *thats right you fucking coward, run, do it, go a head see if i give a fuck. you just cant tell me ur self you like anouther chick so you avoid me!!*
he comes through the door to the front and stands next to me for like 2 sec....almost literally. he goes "hey" 'hey, how are you' "im on break" *walks away back through the door.....
yep....thats it....thats all....not that i would expect him to hug me at work or anything....but a few...just a FEW more words than that would have been kinda nice...even if they were "go away bitch i like someone else" at least that wouldnt have left me so confused.
i think about it...he wouldnt give a flying rats ass if something happened to me...i bet you 20 bucks if i told him what really happened...or if i even told him that went downtown last fri. he wouldnt give a shit. i'd get a "oh really, that sucks" maybe...if i was lucky.
whatever....i have nothing left to say. I hope i can stay the night with my cousin tonight....i really dont want to be alone....i really jsut want to break down and cry, but i wont, cuz tomany tears have been shed over his name already....
on the flip side, work was good for the most part (except the part where Devin saw my arm and goes "OMG DID YOU CUT YOURSELF!" really loud, he kept asking why i did it and shit, but idk...it was okay i guess, he said he woudlnt tell anyone and i can trust him....i hope) anywayz, so we totaly goofed off and messed around and like 'talked' the entire night, and it was really cool. he is pretty cool. (no ideas now ladies ;> )
yep...nothing else to say....ate some Indian with Karina and Krystal for Karina's Bday present from Krystal. It was fun, i LOVE Marsala's. and now im going to go find the Dextromethophan and have a gay old time.
dont cry if i dont come back, be happy im in a better place.