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okay so i knew this wouldnt last..i only update if i get comments and i didnt get any on the last one so i'm finished.
i'm vulnerable and need to find a guy. i've been heartbroken kinda..its weird like when i'm with people i dont even think about it but when i'm alone and start thinking about it i get real emo.thats why i need a guy to take my mind off of things..i'm one of those girls that doesnt really like having boyfriends until i see everyone with one and realize that i want one and that i pretty much blew my only chance with the one i was closest to being in a relationship with.
oh well although time tends to be standing still for me right now in that department..i'm turning 18 in 8 days and its about damn time. everyone should buy me stuff jk but that should show me some love. :) that would make me extremely happy. i mean 18! it's huge.
well..farewell.
i'm vulnerable and need to find a guy. i've been heartbroken kinda..its weird like when i'm with people i dont even think about it but when i'm alone and start thinking about it i get real emo.thats why i need a guy to take my mind off of things..i'm one of those girls that doesnt really like having boyfriends until i see everyone with one and realize that i want one and that i pretty much blew my only chance with the one i was closest to being in a relationship with.
oh well although time tends to be standing still for me right now in that department..i'm turning 18 in 8 days and its about damn time. everyone should buy me stuff jk but that should show me some love. :) that would make me extremely happy. i mean 18! it's huge.
well..farewell.