CRAZY

Mar 22, 2005 21:24

okay because i'm a copy cot..i'm gonna follow in clif's, my love's, footsteps.

i have not done this stupid thing in so long and i can guarantee you that it won't last long cause i get super lazy.

i'll start off by saying that i'm glad that pretty much all my drama is over and i was being gay and i love katie mccarter and michelle flor..they are both great girls.

now..not counting tonight cause its like OVER i will be 18 in 15 days and i'm so incredibly excited..it's been a long time coming

i think my mom's realizing i'm growing up and she just lets me do more stuff...she's super strict so even the little stuff to others is huge to me..for example she took me to get my belly button pierced saturday, i'm a little late but it's still super cute. i love it.

boy's are silly. i would say they're stupid but i cant cause i love em. they cause girls sooo much drama; however, the girls should never let a boy come between friends. i learned that the hard way. this is gonna sound extremely lame but i cannot wait to fall in love. i have never experienced the feeling and i feel like i must be retarded or something. It seems that most people by the age of 18 have at least experienced puppy love if not full-out L-O-V-E. whatever i guess there's something wrong with me..but who knows. life goes on..i'm glad that i've never been the kinda girl who is completely obsessed with boys and revolve my life around them.

i'm a failure. plain and simple. not really but kinda. in school at least. i'm so over it. i'm not doing well in ANY of my subjects..especially ap stat. dumbest decision i've ever made was to take that class. i feel like a complete idiot. oh well. hopefully i can manage a C in it otherwise i am SCREWED!

pray for me.

i LOVE God.
Jesus Christ is my savior.
and i hope that every single person in this world can experience that sort of love.
it's greater than anything you could ever feel in your life.
i'm not even joking.

i cannot wait til summer.
words can't decribe how ready I am for it.

i'm ready for Saranac..EVERYONE SHOULD GO IT'S GONNA BE AMAZING
i'm ready for myrtle beach with all my lovely ladies.
i'm ready for simply the beach..i dont think i've ever been so ready for summer in my life
although i probably say that every year.

oh well.
i'm done for tonight.

love.
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