May 28, 2004 21:44
As of this week I will be living with my mom again until I find another apartment to live in. Finally, I’m gettin’ my ass out the ghetto, yo! I’m looking for a three bedroom apartment or house, I need more room. Bedroom, office/studio, and guest room. Justice and I have been discussing the idea of living together, I know… I’m fucking crazy. I’m so afraid I’m going to end up with a broken heart, but I want to take the chance. I never thought I would say that, never say never I guess. We’ve been fighting a lot lately, but I know it’s because every know-it-all in Ogden is trying to fuck things up for us. I’m constantly hearing from people who suddenly see him with other girls, and I know he’s getting the same bullshit. The ironic thing is, I know who he’s with, and the other way around… if we only have one strong thing between us, it’s definitely trust. Something Todd and I never had from the beginning. When we aren’t fighting, I love spending time with him. We’re both social people, we can actually go to the club together and part ways until it’s time to leave. I see him watching me dance from across the room, checking up on me, but never jealous. That’s real.
I’m looking for a different studio to work for, anyone want to hire a sexy photographer?