Euphoric?
It's amazing how much everything around us changes on a regular basis...
It's almost been a year since I walked away from my old life. A year since I shared my heart with the man I thought I loved, the person I called my husband. I lost both of my best friends this year... I still miss Khara and think of her daily. As for Todd, I think of him from time to time, no where near as much as I used to. I guess time does heal some wounds. I've learned a lot about myself from these two people. How to love and let go.
I've met someone. I'm not quite ready to try and explain how I feel for him, but let me say this much... I'm acting out of character. I'm comfortable with who I am. As a matter of fact, I really like who I've become, but he brings someone else out in me. We laugh together, I smile for no reason. I look at him and feel overwhelmed with feelings I've never experienced before now. I've taken all the good things from the above mentioned people and managed to find someone who posses their good qualities and so much more. He's a wonderful father of two boys, 4 and 5. I love to study him and truly never, ever, ever, want to hurt him. There is so much to say, not enough time.
It's almost been a year since I walked away from my old life. A year since I shared my heart with the man I thought I loved, the person I called my husband. I lost both of my best friends this year... I still miss Khara and think of her daily. As for Todd, I think of him from time to time, no where near as much as I used to. I guess time does heal some wounds. I've learned a lot about myself from these two people. How to love and let go.
I've met someone. I'm not quite ready to try and explain how I feel for him, but let me say this much... I'm acting out of character. I'm comfortable with who I am. As a matter of fact, I really like who I've become, but he brings someone else out in me. We laugh together, I smile for no reason. I look at him and feel overwhelmed with feelings I've never experienced before now. I've taken all the good things from the above mentioned people and managed to find someone who posses their good qualities and so much more. He's a wonderful father of two boys, 4 and 5. I love to study him and truly never, ever, ever, want to hurt him. There is so much to say, not enough time.