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I feel like throwing up.
I'm making mistake after mistake tonight, and I'm trying so fucking hard to hold back tears that's affecting my stomach.
I better go away from the computer.
Lay down for a while, maybe let the tears flow... Staying here is just making everything worse.
I'm the queen of sucking tonight, that's what I am.
Don't know why, but, some days, really shouldn't have happened. Today, is one of these days.
I wish I had someone to hold, but, the ones close to me are sleeping, what only leaves one person, that's way too far away from me.
Someone I'll probably never know for real.
I'm making mistake after mistake tonight, and I'm trying so fucking hard to hold back tears that's affecting my stomach.
I better go away from the computer.
Lay down for a while, maybe let the tears flow... Staying here is just making everything worse.
I'm the queen of sucking tonight, that's what I am.
Don't know why, but, some days, really shouldn't have happened. Today, is one of these days.
I wish I had someone to hold, but, the ones close to me are sleeping, what only leaves one person, that's way too far away from me.
Someone I'll probably never know for real.