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just got back from my run. left at PM7:00. i saw a couple playing frisbee at the park. it was pretty cute. but it made me think. a lot. i really can't stand to see that kind of behavior. and i really don't know why. it isn't jealousy because i wasn't jealous of them. yeah they were having fun and i'm happy for them even though i don't know who they are. i kind of want to be that way. just be silly and play something simple like frisbee in the park when the sun is setting and the grass is releasing the cool. it felt nice, the weather i mean. i'm staying home tonight and i just had a starbucks. i won't be sleeping tonight. probably organize my already organized stuff. it's okay because it keeps my mind off things and that's how i love to be.