Broken
The begging is always hard. But once you get past the things that truly hurt you, you think hell I’ll be ok now. That statement should never be underestimated. There is a fine line between comedy and tragedy. Never knowing where or when you are going to meet the next person who will have the opportunity or the guts or even the malice to break you and make you something else. Pain doesn’t hurt if it’s all you ever feel. That one of the many things that I have learned. There are certain people you can trust and some who will rat you out for anything. When you first start out you have to know what you want or you’ll be lost. I know it happened. I can’t say that I am the perfect person because I’m not, I messed up but so has everyone.
The scariest thing knowing you would die for someone and do absolutely anything for them, and to hear what they say or what they do when you are not around. Not wanting you to be there not knowing that you know. What makes things worse is half this world is so damn fake. I don’t understand how anyone can have the audacity to just blow off friendships and make people feel like absolutely nothing at all. Knowing this makes all the difference in everything I do. How many people do I trust now? I’m not sure, I don’t think too many. I don’t understand the stupidity of other people and what goes through there heads. You know I remember doing everything I could for people but they only let me down in return………..
The scariest thing knowing you would die for someone and do absolutely anything for them, and to hear what they say or what they do when you are not around. Not wanting you to be there not knowing that you know. What makes things worse is half this world is so damn fake. I don’t understand how anyone can have the audacity to just blow off friendships and make people feel like absolutely nothing at all. Knowing this makes all the difference in everything I do. How many people do I trust now? I’m not sure, I don’t think too many. I don’t understand the stupidity of other people and what goes through there heads. You know I remember doing everything I could for people but they only let me down in return………..