Life
OK so i dont know what o say and i decided im going to be totally honest and i dont care who reads. I havent been in the best moods on the insides latley. I mean some stuff happened that reallu hurt adn i dont thin tha ti am evergoing to fel the same way again. Im not going to lie really truley and deeply miss Borris.I also miss Amelia and my girl Jannai dont understand how we are so close but so far I feel like my friendships a spiraling downward and i mean i have those who are in my daily life and i thank them for being so supportive. We have ablast on the bus but wheni gethome its liek i want to crawl in bed and just wait to see what happens or who calls and you know.... i dont think thats workin fo me. On wedsnday i skipped school and just slept the whole day and the next day when i came back i was like outta it. i am broken broken beyond description. I feel so empty and i know i lost the feeling somewhere in the summer and i pretty much know where. Im tired of sacrificing myself for others then just beeing walked alover but thats who i am... thats what i do........