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so, here's something funny:
i just took three over-the-counter sleeping pills, two weak prescription sleeping pills, two itch-control prescriptions pills that are supposed to make me sleepy, and my before bedtime stomach medicine (with the possible side effect of drowsiness.)
but don't worry, i'm allowed to take them all.
and here's the best part: i'm not fucking tired. yet...
today was a really nice day. went to stephanie's and we bummed around until we went to get my senior pictures taken. the wait was incredibly long but the process was a little fun. the photographer was such a goof. he kept telling me to straighten my back every two seconds and i wanted to shout "damnit! i've got fucking back problems! it doesn't get straight!" but i decided to control my frustration. i went to her youth group thing, which was pretty awkward since i'm not religious at all. oh well, got a free slice of pizza and some coke, which made me happy. then stephanie, jared, and i headed to starbucks where we laughed a whole bunch. i haven't laughed that hard in awhile.
our phones don't work at this house right now for some reason, and mom and i were real anxious to call for information about australia. so at midnight we headed to a phonebooth by k-mart and she talked to the guy for what seemed like forever. it was scary being in a dark parking lot, so i kept an eye out while sitting on the ground due to my lack of energy. my mom found out that she has to do a whole bunch of stuff before she can be considered for a nurse refresher course there, and we still have to find out about my schooling situation and credits and whatnot. if we get to go, it won't be for another month or so, since we have to wait for her to register and be accepted. so i'll at least be at DA for a month. i still hope that we get to go, i'm really excited about it. anyway, we get back to the car and it's dead because my mom left the lights on accidentally. it's almost 1am and we're in some deserted parking lot with no cars to jump us, so my mom runs to outback and has to talk to some girl that's closing through the doors because she wasn't allowed to open them. the girls says she's going to call the cops to get us a jump because AAA couldn't get there for another 90 minutes and my mom didn't want to wait that long. the cop finally arrives and turns out he doesn't have jumper cables because cops aren't allowed to carry them anymore (which i find ridiculous and confusing.) thankfully a lady drove by and she had some, so they started us up and the cop followed my mom and me back here to make sure we didn't get stuck again.
my stomach is killing me. i think all these pills are starting to kick in, because i sure am starting to feel funny. i get to go to the doctor soon and he'll hopefully give me my own prescription for sleeping pills, because i haven't slept well in weeks. i can't sleep in anymore for some reason. i've been waking up at 8am, which is not fun (especially at this house) because there's nothing to do.
tomorrow i've got to run to borders and grab that summer reading book and get on that. blah. amanda and i need to go talk to doc about getting out of acting class and taking something else. i don't want to take directing, but i'm pretty much stuck with that, since i asked doc to put me in it at the last minute last year and she'd hate me if i asked to get out of it. other than that, my schedule seems okay. school isn't going to be bad this year because i'm not going to care about my social life. i'm so over highschool bullshit, it's ridiculous. this year should be fun with my "i don't give a shit about you, you, or you, and what you think about me" attitude.
i really need to shut the fuck up and go to bed. not that i'm talking...but this is turning out to be a really lame entry.
i need to hit the beach up. tomorrow or friday. i definitely will.
ps. it makes me happy to see jared do cute things for stephanie. not so much jealous, just happy, because they're adorable together. i want cute things to happen to me. soon, i hope. if not, then whatever. it's not bugging me as much as it used to. i've learned how to not get upset over it.
this is long. if you read all this, i'll give you a prize.
i just took three over-the-counter sleeping pills, two weak prescription sleeping pills, two itch-control prescriptions pills that are supposed to make me sleepy, and my before bedtime stomach medicine (with the possible side effect of drowsiness.)
but don't worry, i'm allowed to take them all.
and here's the best part: i'm not fucking tired. yet...
today was a really nice day. went to stephanie's and we bummed around until we went to get my senior pictures taken. the wait was incredibly long but the process was a little fun. the photographer was such a goof. he kept telling me to straighten my back every two seconds and i wanted to shout "damnit! i've got fucking back problems! it doesn't get straight!" but i decided to control my frustration. i went to her youth group thing, which was pretty awkward since i'm not religious at all. oh well, got a free slice of pizza and some coke, which made me happy. then stephanie, jared, and i headed to starbucks where we laughed a whole bunch. i haven't laughed that hard in awhile.
our phones don't work at this house right now for some reason, and mom and i were real anxious to call for information about australia. so at midnight we headed to a phonebooth by k-mart and she talked to the guy for what seemed like forever. it was scary being in a dark parking lot, so i kept an eye out while sitting on the ground due to my lack of energy. my mom found out that she has to do a whole bunch of stuff before she can be considered for a nurse refresher course there, and we still have to find out about my schooling situation and credits and whatnot. if we get to go, it won't be for another month or so, since we have to wait for her to register and be accepted. so i'll at least be at DA for a month. i still hope that we get to go, i'm really excited about it. anyway, we get back to the car and it's dead because my mom left the lights on accidentally. it's almost 1am and we're in some deserted parking lot with no cars to jump us, so my mom runs to outback and has to talk to some girl that's closing through the doors because she wasn't allowed to open them. the girls says she's going to call the cops to get us a jump because AAA couldn't get there for another 90 minutes and my mom didn't want to wait that long. the cop finally arrives and turns out he doesn't have jumper cables because cops aren't allowed to carry them anymore (which i find ridiculous and confusing.) thankfully a lady drove by and she had some, so they started us up and the cop followed my mom and me back here to make sure we didn't get stuck again.
my stomach is killing me. i think all these pills are starting to kick in, because i sure am starting to feel funny. i get to go to the doctor soon and he'll hopefully give me my own prescription for sleeping pills, because i haven't slept well in weeks. i can't sleep in anymore for some reason. i've been waking up at 8am, which is not fun (especially at this house) because there's nothing to do.
tomorrow i've got to run to borders and grab that summer reading book and get on that. blah. amanda and i need to go talk to doc about getting out of acting class and taking something else. i don't want to take directing, but i'm pretty much stuck with that, since i asked doc to put me in it at the last minute last year and she'd hate me if i asked to get out of it. other than that, my schedule seems okay. school isn't going to be bad this year because i'm not going to care about my social life. i'm so over highschool bullshit, it's ridiculous. this year should be fun with my "i don't give a shit about you, you, or you, and what you think about me" attitude.
i really need to shut the fuck up and go to bed. not that i'm talking...but this is turning out to be a really lame entry.
i need to hit the beach up. tomorrow or friday. i definitely will.
ps. it makes me happy to see jared do cute things for stephanie. not so much jealous, just happy, because they're adorable together. i want cute things to happen to me. soon, i hope. if not, then whatever. it's not bugging me as much as it used to. i've learned how to not get upset over it.
this is long. if you read all this, i'll give you a prize.