Aug 04, 2004 17:23
does it take tragedy to make others realize how much people mean to them? i remember after patrick died, everybody was overly thoughtful and loving. it's been seven months since then, and it seems like that feeling has almost completely vanished. sometimes i wish people said and showed how they felt on a daily basis, even with just little things. i'm talking about myself, too, of course.
15 hour time difference in australia. my mom will have to call tonight after nine in order to get through and get some information. i guess i will know within the next two days whether i'll be leaving you guys for a year. i really want to go now. i think it'll be an amazing experience and when i get back, i'll find out who i'm going to know for the rest of my life.
it's funny; now that my hair is black, i feel older. i got hit on a lot today.
it's raining and it's beautiful. we'll take pictures tonight.