then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out.. ( i wish i knew )

if i were a boy, i would be a rockstar.
i wouldn't be taken seriously as a girl rockstar, i'm afraid.

p.s. i really need to start selling cheap shit on ebay.

for example (click this)

senses fail tickets are sold out EVERYWHERE. why do they have to tour with saves the day?! damnit damnit. i convinced myself to drive three hours to see them.. and all of the shows within a three hour radius WERE SOLD OUT.

FUCKING FUCK. i'm going to cry.

instead of folding my laundry.. i did ( this. )

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maybe if i was a "normal" teenager that worried about what i was getting wasted on tonight instead of what bills i need to pay by tomorrow, i'd be less stressed.

it feels weird that i'm not going to high school tomorrow. it's also kind of weird that everyone is gone, now. i don't hate it. it's just weird.

( dearest ALAINA MARTINA, )

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