I feel like a burden
I used to bug him all the time, with little problems with big problems, it started becoming a habit of mine to bug people. He was my best friend and I felt it was my way of talking out to someone. He never minded it but now he's sick, I can't bug him anymore and so I turned to friends I met through him to bug. I'm sick and I have to bug people around me to get me stupid drink at 2am in the morning. I feel so useless... I feel like a burden... I keep bugging everyone with my problems like they don't have enough on their shoulders... I make everything going on sound so big when it's not. I wish I was more useful. I wish I was able to do more and not be more weight on everyone's back. Why can't I be more useful? Maybe like people once told me, I am a piece of garbage, a piece of trash and a burden...