HM yes I stole his title xD
OK, this is for my boyfriend.
Like he explained, we met through roleplaying. And I don't regret any second of it. Yes, we wasted a lot of time trying to avoid each other's feelings, because we're stupid, but we're finally together, so there's no point in regretting anything right? I don't regret anything I ever done with him. Like I saved him, although he would never realize, he saved me too. I gave up when I started roleplaying, I made it so that I can escape reality, but I was caused more pain because of it. But he didn't leave me, he stayed by me and pulled me back up and pieced my world back together regardless of how many times it broke.
He was always there, and all I ever wanted to do was be there for him, to hold him when he needed me. When things were tough between him and that girl he was with, I tried my best to get them back together. I never thought he felt the same way I did. Which excited me and made me pretty happy to be truthful. I was tired of seeing him cry because of girls that kept hurting him and tired of seeing him getting abused by others because of those girls. I wanted to hit them and wake them up, show them that he's probably the best thing they can have. What were they complaining about?
There were moments when I wanted to steal him away from them, keep him in my basement away from everyone. I'm selfish aren't I? Oh wells, too bad, he's mine now, what you going to do about it?!? LOL back to the topic. These three months, December 7th, when we got together on Minho and Key, and on December 20th, when we became together on Mao and Joanne. I was so shocked and happy that I cried when he made a real life account. It made me so so happy. I can't even explain it.
I know a lot of people, his friends and some of mine even my mom ask me if it's worth it, to cry so hard to be sad and know the end to this. Asked if this all is worth it, and I have one final answer, it is. I'm selfish, I don't want to give him up. We already lost a lot of time, I won't be able to leave him when he needs me most. Even if it hurts even if it's tiring sometimes, I don't mind always waiting, don't mind always being here, because I love him. And no matter what happens I will be here for him, till the last breath, till the last second. I will show my love and support to him.
So everyone asks me what's so special about this guy that I'm so in love with. He's the first one that understood me for who I am, the one who saw through my mask, the one who held me through everything when I needed someone and the one who supported me regardless of what happened. He's kind and caring and he's always willing to help everyone. The aunt agony for all, the one who listens to others and their complaints and screams even though he was tired from it. Even when he lost sleep and was going through too much in his life. No matter what he never gave up and I know he won't give up. He's strong and I know we can get through this.
We have our own language, and understand each other without having to talk. Also we are able to know what the other is feeling, our own little connection that others won't understand. We get sick together and cry when the other starts crying, it's just what we are. So Mr. Mao-Mao, I know you hate me calling your name in public, you're stuck with me, till the very last breath, and never wonder why I love you, cause you're most certainly the most perfect for me. Always and forever. I love you<3 My one and only love.
Ok from your girlfriend. And well boyfriend when you sometimes decide to be the girlier one. *laughs* Aishteru~ Aiwoni~ Saranghaeyo~ I love you~ Forgive me kekeke<3
Like he explained, we met through roleplaying. And I don't regret any second of it. Yes, we wasted a lot of time trying to avoid each other's feelings, because we're stupid, but we're finally together, so there's no point in regretting anything right? I don't regret anything I ever done with him. Like I saved him, although he would never realize, he saved me too. I gave up when I started roleplaying, I made it so that I can escape reality, but I was caused more pain because of it. But he didn't leave me, he stayed by me and pulled me back up and pieced my world back together regardless of how many times it broke.
He was always there, and all I ever wanted to do was be there for him, to hold him when he needed me. When things were tough between him and that girl he was with, I tried my best to get them back together. I never thought he felt the same way I did. Which excited me and made me pretty happy to be truthful. I was tired of seeing him cry because of girls that kept hurting him and tired of seeing him getting abused by others because of those girls. I wanted to hit them and wake them up, show them that he's probably the best thing they can have. What were they complaining about?
There were moments when I wanted to steal him away from them, keep him in my basement away from everyone. I'm selfish aren't I? Oh wells, too bad, he's mine now, what you going to do about it?!? LOL back to the topic. These three months, December 7th, when we got together on Minho and Key, and on December 20th, when we became together on Mao and Joanne. I was so shocked and happy that I cried when he made a real life account. It made me so so happy. I can't even explain it.
I know a lot of people, his friends and some of mine even my mom ask me if it's worth it, to cry so hard to be sad and know the end to this. Asked if this all is worth it, and I have one final answer, it is. I'm selfish, I don't want to give him up. We already lost a lot of time, I won't be able to leave him when he needs me most. Even if it hurts even if it's tiring sometimes, I don't mind always waiting, don't mind always being here, because I love him. And no matter what happens I will be here for him, till the last breath, till the last second. I will show my love and support to him.
So everyone asks me what's so special about this guy that I'm so in love with. He's the first one that understood me for who I am, the one who saw through my mask, the one who held me through everything when I needed someone and the one who supported me regardless of what happened. He's kind and caring and he's always willing to help everyone. The aunt agony for all, the one who listens to others and their complaints and screams even though he was tired from it. Even when he lost sleep and was going through too much in his life. No matter what he never gave up and I know he won't give up. He's strong and I know we can get through this.
We have our own language, and understand each other without having to talk. Also we are able to know what the other is feeling, our own little connection that others won't understand. We get sick together and cry when the other starts crying, it's just what we are. So Mr. Mao-Mao, I know you hate me calling your name in public, you're stuck with me, till the very last breath, and never wonder why I love you, cause you're most certainly the most perfect for me. Always and forever. I love you<3 My one and only love.
Ok from your girlfriend. And well boyfriend when you sometimes decide to be the girlier one. *laughs* Aishteru~ Aiwoni~ Saranghaeyo~ I love you~ Forgive me kekeke<3