A new start
I am starting a new relationship with LJ today. It has been almost 6 years since I posted my last entry. Since then - so much has occurred. My husband and I have been able to work through relationship problems, he has become a more helpful and caring person. We moved to Atlanta, GA. During the most recent viewing of the Oscar's I experienced a trigger and had a break down. When I was young, I was sexually assaulted by my great uncle. Since then, I have not been able to be intimate with my husband, have had PTSD responses which have included accusing my husband of assaulting me after I initiated sex that I didn't remember and I was sober the entire time.
I have seeked out professional treatment, but sometimes I will be using this to get out personal thoughts. Because of the family dynamic, I can't share this in any public domain where family has access.
I have seeked out professional treatment, but sometimes I will be using this to get out personal thoughts. Because of the family dynamic, I can't share this in any public domain where family has access.