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Yesterday, Wednesday, was the worst day of my life.
I am not ready to share all the details, but right now, I have a broken nose, Joe was in jail for a few hours, and my marriage may be gone. I say may, only because I have been telling Joe for quite some time he needed to seek medical help for several problems he recognizes he has. He has not, but if he does, and changes himself, and how he handles life, then we may be together.
If not, I will be getting a divorce.
I am at my parents, so no one worry, my safety is not in jeopardy. Joe came over today and saw Elijah for about an hour, and was very civil, but said something things to me that I could not respect. A lot needs to be done for me to consider even moving back home.
Additionally, do you know how much a fucking broken nose hurts? A LOT.
Please do not preach about leaving him. I am not staying with the Joseph of current. I will stay with the Joseph who can love me, and treat me, and respect me, and never puts a hand or fist near me.
I am not ready to share all the details, but right now, I have a broken nose, Joe was in jail for a few hours, and my marriage may be gone. I say may, only because I have been telling Joe for quite some time he needed to seek medical help for several problems he recognizes he has. He has not, but if he does, and changes himself, and how he handles life, then we may be together.
If not, I will be getting a divorce.
I am at my parents, so no one worry, my safety is not in jeopardy. Joe came over today and saw Elijah for about an hour, and was very civil, but said something things to me that I could not respect. A lot needs to be done for me to consider even moving back home.
Additionally, do you know how much a fucking broken nose hurts? A LOT.
Please do not preach about leaving him. I am not staying with the Joseph of current. I will stay with the Joseph who can love me, and treat me, and respect me, and never puts a hand or fist near me.