I love spring.
My thoughts -
As far as I figure, you can't raelly die until you've lived.
That's why so many people "pass away," "go to a better place," "go to Jesus."
Well FUCK that.
When I die, someone please come out and say it straight up, KATELYN'S DEAD!
I'm going to start, as of this very second, working on the living part. That way, when it is time for my body to quit on my mind, it will have been worth it.
Therefore: no more stupid worries, no more stressing about school, no more fear, taking risks, facing rejection, not trying to push away or deny any of my emotions - or any other stupid habbit I've picked up.
This will require work, and therefore, to each and everyone one of my friends: I need you to constantly remind me of this. I need to make some changes in the way I've been spending my life. This is step #1.
Live like yesterday never happened and tomorrow never dies. Live for today.
Now then, there's this thing called lust. It often happens at first sight. And it's a most wonderful thing. It gives me happy little butterflies and makes me blush and my heart go pitter patter. Best of all, there is no commitment and therefore no pain. Ta-da.
The Lust-at-first-sight Situation as of late:
Oh my.
What a pretty, pretty child he is.
However, he might be gay or he might have a girlfriend.
I don't know Boy #1's name. Sources tell me it could be Fraiser (if they are talking about the same boy I am) and that he works at Zellars.
But yes. I saw him one day while I was at work, and then I saw him the very next day too. I took it as I sign. Next time I see him I have to muster up the courage to say hello.
He looks just like Petey. Petey is my invisible, gay friend - incase you didn't know.
But, this boy, is just so intriguing to me. Perhaps it is because I know nothing about him. I don't know.
I just know that somehow, sometime, someway, I must speak to him. He made my heart skip a beat and my breath catch in my throat. Here's hoping he has the mind to go with it.
So this one's a little strange, and nobody knows about it. If I told you, you'd just raise an eyebrow in disbelief and go one with your life like it doesn't matter.
I don't really know if he is the kind of boy I'd ever have a relationship with. All I know is that he has this way of making me feel things, a way of making me want to follow him and know more about him and chase him in circles.
I think he is the kind of person I'd enjoy watching a movie with while cuddling and holding hands under a blanket on the couch - just as close friends.
I don't know. I'm running out of time on this one. In fact, you could say I am out of time. But, there's always hope.
Hot, hot, hot. Ow ow. I think it was his arms that did it too me. Maybe his stomach too. Mind you, I was hooked as soon as we started talking and he made me genuinely smile.
This however is not something worth persuing as far as I can tell. Just a little bit of lust to keep me happy.
So. That's it for today, but you never know whom I might cross paths with tomorrow. I hope he's cute and emo and single and wants to love me for who I am and who I can sit and talk to for hours and hours and never get bored and never get tired of hearing his voice and ahh.
The End.
~ Just me [smiling pretty with the butterflies.]
As far as I figure, you can't raelly die until you've lived.
That's why so many people "pass away," "go to a better place," "go to Jesus."
Well FUCK that.
When I die, someone please come out and say it straight up, KATELYN'S DEAD!
I'm going to start, as of this very second, working on the living part. That way, when it is time for my body to quit on my mind, it will have been worth it.
Therefore: no more stupid worries, no more stressing about school, no more fear, taking risks, facing rejection, not trying to push away or deny any of my emotions - or any other stupid habbit I've picked up.
This will require work, and therefore, to each and everyone one of my friends: I need you to constantly remind me of this. I need to make some changes in the way I've been spending my life. This is step #1.
Live like yesterday never happened and tomorrow never dies. Live for today.
Now then, there's this thing called lust. It often happens at first sight. And it's a most wonderful thing. It gives me happy little butterflies and makes me blush and my heart go pitter patter. Best of all, there is no commitment and therefore no pain. Ta-da.
The Lust-at-first-sight Situation as of late:
Oh my.
What a pretty, pretty child he is.
However, he might be gay or he might have a girlfriend.
I don't know Boy #1's name. Sources tell me it could be Fraiser (if they are talking about the same boy I am) and that he works at Zellars.
But yes. I saw him one day while I was at work, and then I saw him the very next day too. I took it as I sign. Next time I see him I have to muster up the courage to say hello.
He looks just like Petey. Petey is my invisible, gay friend - incase you didn't know.
But, this boy, is just so intriguing to me. Perhaps it is because I know nothing about him. I don't know.
I just know that somehow, sometime, someway, I must speak to him. He made my heart skip a beat and my breath catch in my throat. Here's hoping he has the mind to go with it.
So this one's a little strange, and nobody knows about it. If I told you, you'd just raise an eyebrow in disbelief and go one with your life like it doesn't matter.
I don't really know if he is the kind of boy I'd ever have a relationship with. All I know is that he has this way of making me feel things, a way of making me want to follow him and know more about him and chase him in circles.
I think he is the kind of person I'd enjoy watching a movie with while cuddling and holding hands under a blanket on the couch - just as close friends.
I don't know. I'm running out of time on this one. In fact, you could say I am out of time. But, there's always hope.
Hot, hot, hot. Ow ow. I think it was his arms that did it too me. Maybe his stomach too. Mind you, I was hooked as soon as we started talking and he made me genuinely smile.
This however is not something worth persuing as far as I can tell. Just a little bit of lust to keep me happy.
So. That's it for today, but you never know whom I might cross paths with tomorrow. I hope he's cute and emo and single and wants to love me for who I am and who I can sit and talk to for hours and hours and never get bored and never get tired of hearing his voice and ahh.
The End.
~ Just me [smiling pretty with the butterflies.]