Heeeey

[ueluwsakirarei]

I'm trying to write the 8th chapter like a tenth time, but I just can't find the right version! I wrote everything down on my phone when I felt the urge to write, but it ended up deleted and now, when I try to write everything is just...AGHHHH!! I tried everything - listen to Gazette songs while writing, looking at oh-so-hot Reituki couple, but it's just - sigh. Maybe it's because the feelings I feel (I was feeling sad because someone I like became an asshole and all those memories when he was wonderful carrying guy - it just hit me. So sad, when such a nice and wonderful person changes in five days) or it's because I feel alone and forgotten again. Yeah, I guess it's another punch into my heart, like that other time. I need good portion of YAOI I like *evil laugh*, cocoa and fun stuff. Yup, gonna text my bro again :DD
But I'm not going to give up and stop writing! NEVAHH

P.s
What's with Gazette Yaoi? *sad face* two weeks passed and still no updates. Oh how I miss to read fics from there!
I know, the summer and all...But... ;___;

ue.